Dear Trudy and Barbara,
It has been a while since we have talked and so much has happened with me. I must make a comment about WRITING every day. I haven't been as faithful (to myself) about writing but what I have written becomes more meaningful at one time or another.
During the summer I went through a painful (both physical and mental) time. I was very disappointed in some people that I had placed a lot of my emotional being in. When I was home during the summer, recuperating, I re-read journal entries as well as pouring out my hurts to the angels. Funny thing is, way back in January of this year I was told in a writing that I would no longer be at a job that took my entire being and would find work where I was happy but not consumed. I wrote it and didn't actually re-read it until the summer. However, at the time of the writing I CERTAINLY DID NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANT. So the concept of writing, even though it might not make sense IN OUR PRESENT TIME frame is important. Thank you for helping stress that point with me. When I re-read it, it was like "duh, I should have had a V-8". It was so clear, and yes I am happier, but I would not have left the job on my own accord but was injured and suffered and fumed and spit , etc. Until I re-read the notes. When the time is right......you will know.....it will be clearer ......and the messages are always comforting....even if you don't understand them NOW.
Thanks for writing and sharing with us what is so hard to learn. That we are usually NOT going to understand what the angels really mean. That we only understand what our brain THINKS they mean. Only in retrospect do we often know the depths of their message.
Barbara and Trudy